March 2012
Do you think the absence of a father figure in your life has led you to constantly need attention from a male? If so, do you think thats why you constantly need a boyfriend?
um, wut? let me ask you something, why do you feel the need to ask me such ridiculous questions? why does it matter what choices i make, or how i live my life? why are you so interested in my love life?
i don’t constantly need a boyfriend, i was happy single before i met nic. i’m still with nic, it’s been 3 months almost 4. and i’m sorry if im clingy. but thats what happens. you get clingy, not like you choose to be, it just happens. why don’t you focus on yourself, your own life, your own damn lovelife, rather than mine. thank you.
i love siopao
but i only eat the bread.. lol
sigh. just gonna put my phone on silent for now so i dont have to get excited from a text thats not from you. :/
“Don’t cry to give up, cry to keep going. Don’t cry to quit. You’re already in pain, you’re already hurt. Get a reward from it. Don’t go to sleep until you succeed.”
—Eric Thomas (via xiomeerd)
my favorite thing to do is sit at home and wait for your texts. (insert sarcasm here) lol. but i must be patient!
February 2012
one thing i hate about myself.
i tend to overreact, jump to conclusions, and worry alot. i have my reasons from past experiences, but i just can’t help it. it scares me and frustrates me to the bone. ;/
i was so bothered last night, that it really got to me. i ended up having dreams about you and that you just did some shady shit. i know its not true, but damn. was i fucking scared. ughhhhh.
i’ve been working on it for you, but last night i just couldn’t do it. ):
I’m missing you like a little fag right now. Damnit -__-
i don’t know why, but at this moment… i miss you more than you can imagine. :/
