Jaycakes

Talk your shit. I’m not gonna let it affect me. So who gives a fuck if I’m an “okay” dancer. I love to dance, no one said you had to be the best dancer to let it be what you live most in life. And WTF? You want me to be like I am in videos? Nah I’m good. I can be whoever the fuck I wanna be and I’m tired of people tryna run my life. If you don’t like it, fine with me. You don’t need to bother telling me cud it won’t do shit. And so what if I post pictures? It’s called boredom. It’s really dumb to complain about other people or worry bout other people like that. -_- worry about yourself geez. And maybe I don’t act like I do in my videos because I don’t feel like it. Gosh, you people are really judgemental. Do you see me telling you that your etc etc?! No you don’t! Do me a favor and leaveme the fuck alone. I’m tired of people with judgemental shit and drama. because your just wasting your breath on someone you don’t need to worry about. and if I needed someone opinion about myself I’d ask.

sorry i havent really checked in awhile.

Random question how many followers do you have?

i have 1113 at the moment.

So i know you personally unlike your million internet buddies. and honestly you need to get a life. Your life is soley depends on your little “internet fame” and I think it’s pretty ridiculous babygirl. Your not ANYTHING like you are in your videos, your not even half as pretty as you look when you cake all this makeup onto your face for your little so-called fans. Don’t confuse this with a hater comment because Im just trying to let everyone else that doesn’t know you personally, know Wusup. Get a life little girl. Ps. dont think that everyone is crazy over you. They ain’t babe.

okay, one thing. my life isn’t all about my internet fame. who CARES if i aint what i am in my videos? i dont CARE if i look pretty or not in my videos. people REQUEST IT, so i did it. well, no offense your not doing anyone a favor “telling them wsup.” if you really know me personally like you say you do, you wouldn’t be saying all this. and i never think anyone is crazy about me. i am who i am, and i act how i wanna act. and if my life depended on the internet then i wouldnt go out or anything. and if you havent noticed, ive been MIA from youtube lately becaus im HAVING A LIFE DANCING!! -_-

how do you know athena?

she lives by me. she goes to my school. and shes in kinections w/ me.

what do you do when you feel alone?

mmm, i listen to music and dance. if im in a sad mood while feeling alone, i vent to tumblr or cry. or i eat. haha.

are you filipina?
your pretty cute :)

why yes i am!

What size are you in shorts/ jeans?

5-7

whats your new years resolution?

become a better dancer.

are yu a model!?

no, not really. just one of those people who takes self timer pics, or have friends take em.

i’m tired of seeing you on fuckyeahfilipinocuties. STOP BEING A CAMERA WHORE. ktnkx.

really? is that so? well idgaf. get over it. ha. theres MORE people who post more on there than i do. so stop bitchin .

i think ur gorgeous, but what is one thing uve always been insecure about? if there is anything;D

thanks. mmm, my friends. because you never know who might be stabbing you in the back.

what part of the seafood city do i find the eskinol? which seafood city do you buy it at?

where the face/hair products are. national city.

okay so im going to wing stop for the first time ever, what should i get? whats your favorite thing to get?

10 PC LEMON PEPPER WINGS W/ BONES!!!!!!

do you have any suggestions on how to get rid of eye bags and dark circles under eyes? thanks

sleep! :) and concealor.

how close are you and gian?

mm, im not sure. were close enough to talk to each other bout shit.

what kind of fone do you have? just wondering.

sidekick 08

when, where, & how did you get your belly pierced? don’t you have to be 18 to get it pierced professionally? i’m just asking cause i want mine pierced too (: you’re really pretty btw.

D&Gs feb 28. yeah i guess? but they didnt ask my age. and thanks :)

where did you get your pink off the shoulder in that one picture? [: where do you get all your off the shoulders? HAHA liek the one in your video with your friends. Where did she get hers?!

HAHA their soo cute.

charlotte russe :) her shirt is exactly like the pink one.

Heeey Jaycakes. Have you ever cheated/been cheated on?

yes i have but didnt intentionally, and have been.

Which Eskinol facial cleanser do you use? Which one’s your favorite? :)

i loooooooooooove the cucumber one!

all i wanna hear from you right now is, “babe, your beautiful.” and have you hold me and not let me go. now wouldn’t that be perfect? i think so. yet, everytime we text i still get the butterflies.. idk why. maybe its because, one you could be falling for someone else, two talking w/ someone else, three doing shit w/ another girl already, four i might say the wrong things and for you to say the words “i hate you.” “leave me the fuck alone.” that will scare me. five, idk how you’ll react, six, maybe you might feel the same about me. there’s so many things why im scared when i talk to you. and especially seeing you is the most frightful thing for me. my heart drops more than it should, it beats faster than it normally does, and my head spins like crazy..

idc what anyone’s opinion, because all i know is what i want is still in my grasp. i just can’t fully take it back. say all you want, there’s nothing to stop me from it.

it sucks when you confuse me babe. it’s like your feelings for me tend to change. one moment you’ll say you dont love me like you used to, and next you tell me you wish you could ask me out again. what nonsense is this?! it really frustrates me. i need to know what you really want, before you really lose me. you said your scared to lose me when we were going out. and you said you were already losing me.. sweetheart, you’re not. only way you will is if i let you go, you force me out of your life, or if we just stop talking.. idk baby.

i cried so much that night we texted and you said “as a boyfriend, no. but as a friend i still love you.” man, did that kill me. and then you go off and say something else! >.< man, my baby is so indecisive! ugh.

and yesterday. i was so nervous to see you. i had butterflies like crazy. my palms were getting sweaty, i couldnt talk right, and i was shaking.. and i saw your van from a distance, and i immediately wanted to run away, hah. it soon got really hot in the car, so i got out and got air, and took pics of tiffani and rachel. just so i didn’t have to look at the van when you pulled in. i waved to your mom, she waved back and seemed happy to see me. oh how i missed her and your family. i really miss your sister too :( shes so adorable, my little sweetheart! and then i saw you.. you got out, i got your gift. and i said “hey. i missed you.” in a bit of a sincere friend voice.. and yours seemed more like an ’ i want you back ’ kind of voice when you said ” i missed you too babe.” cus you seemed to attack me w/ a hug.. and i felt bad because i didnt hold you as long as i wanted or as tight.. i just didnt wanna see desperate to have you back, no matter how desperate i really am lol. sigh. just seeing you made me so happy, i just wanted to kiss you and hold you.

your still not mine, and idk if we’ll get back together. it’s been a month already, and i haven’t given up. but i’ve been trying to meet new people.. and i’m crushing. but no matter what, your still on my mind. i’ll always be your baby. and if you ever need me, you know i’ll always be by your side. and you know if any bitches try to take you away from me, i’ll fucking cut their throats and beat the living shit out of them! so dont even try to get at him! yah, hes fucking cute.. but dont fucking try. cus i’ll get you! >=]

one day, when i have the enough courage to do so. i will make you mine again.. i havent given up.

so true, because you put me through alot of shit. and im STILL willing to put up with it if you give me a chance.

- if you told me i love you right now.
- if you showed up at my house with a bouquet of roses.
- if you gave me a heart-shaped balloon.
- if you’d make a youtube video w/ me. even if it was to a cheesy song.
- if you watched the sunrise and sunset with me.
- if you webcammed w/ me and played rock, paper, scissors.
- if you whispered in my ear saying that i rock your world.
- if you could serenade me.
- if you blew bubbles w/ me.
- if you jump on my back, and make me give you a piggy back ride.
- if you made me a to do list.
- if you told me to sing “the little teapot” song to 3 random people.
- if you taught me how to do some of your favorite hobbies.
- if you took me to watch a movie at 9PM.
- if you slept with one of my stuffed animals.
- if you slept in my arms.
- if you bought me wingstop, because you know how much i love it.
- if you gave me a reason everyday for a month why you love me.
- if you took me to a theme park and be a kid again.
- if you bought us hot chocolate and cuddle together in front of a fire place.
- if you took me on an adventure.
- if you play modern warfare with me.
- if you drove at 2 AM to my house just to see me.
- if you took care of me while im sick.
- if you would grab my fat and say “hello wobbly bits!”
- if you fell asleep on the phone w/ me and mumble “i love you.”
- if you could make me smile for no reason.
- if you could see that your the love of my life.
- if you visited me at school and held me.
- if you took me to the beach and go sand dollar hunting.
- if you could splash water at me.
- if you would have a food eating contest.
- if you put on my makeup for me, just for fun.
- if you let me love you.
- if you stole me for a day just to take me out and have a good time.
- if you dedicated a song to me.
- if you made a shoutout for me on the radio.
- if you got matching bracelets for us.
- if you played hide and seek with me.
- if you said pick up lines to make me laugh.
- if you showed how geeky you were, to make me love you more.
- if you loved my flaws.
- if you helped me pick out clothes.
- if you wrote me letters everyday.
- if you cared for me with all your heart.
- if you would take photobooth pictures w/ me.
- if you cooked me dinner.
- if you took me to your house to eat with your family.
- if you texted me randomly saying you miss me.
- if you showed me where your ticklish spot was.
- if you stargazed with me.
- if you could make a list of what you love me doing for you.
- if you kissed my cheek.
- if you kissed me tenderly on the lips.
- if you kissed my neck.
- if you play chubby bunny with me.
- if you give me the courage to keep on going.
- if you knew how much i love you.

that its sucha shame to still have feelings for someone you care so much about and having those butterflies in your stomach because they might not feel the same way. it’s sucha painful stage. when i start to try and be happy, you walk back into my life and tell me the things i want to hear and make me get all soft (thats what she said?!) and fall for you even more. i gotta admit, im a sucker for sweettalkers.

what else is there to say? when it comes to breakups, its a bitch. its the hardest thing to go through, and get over. its easier said than done, to get over a person. so all you people that ever tell someone, “just get over him” need to know that you don’t understand what that person may be going through. because at least ONCE in your life, someone will tell you that and all you’ll say is “its too hard, i need time.”

on the real, its as if everyone has too many problems with boyfriends, girlfriends, or ex’s. i’m sure alot of you people can see that. it sucks to see that. b/c trust me, im one of those people w/ a problem and i have that sense when people are going through things.

oh the things i’d do for love. i’d run to you, and tell you how i feel. i’d write letters to you in a time span of a week or longer, and give them all to you with a specific time to read each letter. if i could play the guitar, i’d serenade you. if i could drive or have someone willing to drive, i’d come to your house with a heart-shaped balloon with the words “be mine?” written on it, not caring who should ask one out first. i’d climb on top of my roof and scream/yell out my feelings for you. if you lived far, i’d come to see you as often as i could give you something that will remind you of me. i’d write ‘i love you’ 100 times in the sand at the beach with you. i’d try to start a hobby of yours and ask you to teach me, so we could spend more time together. i’d take care of you and be there for you when you need me to most. therefore, i’d care for you with all the love from my heart. & theres many more things i’d do to have you.

to the ladies. once you find your lucky guy, treat him good. or you’ll regret it in the end. love him as much as you can, but not to the point where your clingy. never underestimate him.

to the gentlemen. treat every single girl like you would your mother, with respect. it doesn’t matter if you don’t like them, or if you love them. girls will admire you for this, and it shows that you aren’t an asshole. and never play w/ a girls heart, especially with a girl like me. i’ll put a sense of mind into you.

lastly, i must admit that being happy takes two people to pursue. it doesn’t have to be a boyfriend or girlfriend. it could be a friend or family member or a complete stranger. you may be by yourself watching a video and laughing and thinking “im happy by myself.” but truthfully, SOMEONE ELSE is making you happy. also when you think about someone when your by yourself. so never tell yourself that you can be happy by yourself.

- maybe this will open your minds a bit more.