October 2009
bleh.
im speechless and hurt because you have no idea what’s going on in my life. and who are you to judge me by what you know? im still young and naive, so don’t tell me to grow up. i may do things stupid, and i may fuckup alot. but im a fucking human being. so dont try and be a mature person and tell me to grow up. but let me tell you this. YOU grow up, and stay out of my problems please....
YOU MUST WATCH THE TAIWANESE DRAMA FATED TO LOVE...
why the fuck do you care?
why the fuck do you guys keep asking about my weight? or why im so fucking fat? or why im so fucking chubby?! why does it bother you so fucking much?!
im fucking bigboned. i dont give a fuck if im chubby or bigboned. AND WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME I SAID I WAS FUCKING SKINNY OR THAT MY TUMMY WAS FLAT?!
i NEVER FUCKING SAID THAT RECENTLY. honestly, im so fucking fed up with dumbass people like you....
how did you learn how to do the invert? & how long...
i learned by asking my friends, because i wanted to learn. and i also just kept watching jams and alot of videos. for me, it took me FOREVER. because i started it, then i stopped after awhile i was a lazy ass :p but im still tryna perfect them, and actually hold them longer.
question: does your hair take a long time to grow ? answer: nah, not really.
holy shit, i got 30+ questions =x
question:i asked you about what kind of lip gloss you use… but you never answered answer: my bad! i use ogloss from smashbox.
question: …what school do you go to? … answer: otay ranch high school!
question: why are you fat? answer: say what you want, but i aint fat! just bigboned!
question: what size in shoes are you? you have such little feet...
“im kinna hurt you never replied to my question. especially cuhs i think youre an amazing person and was just lookin out for you about your bf”
ohh! im sorry! :( can you ask me the question again? i might’ve deleted it by accident.
question: what ever happend to that darren guy? answer: who the hell is darren? haha, i never dated or talked to a guy named darren!
question: i...
im NOT gonna post questions or REANSWER questions that have been asked before! haha. sowies.
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question: r u still in contact with your first love?? <3 answer: yeah, i guess so. but barely.
question: do you get good grades in school? answer: for some classes, haha.
question: why do you say your skinny when you still look chubby? answer:...
question: Where are you applying to college next fall? answer: im only a junior right now! haah.
question: how do you think a girl should get her ex back? answer: mm, well honestly i have no idea. because every guy is different. sometimes they want the girl to chase after them, or have them ignore them and play hard to get ya know? =/ im sorry if i didnt help!
question: Do you like Taylor...
sensitive bitch, my ass.
“u seem like a sensitive bitch. why do u even bother answering some questions when u think they’re stupid? and why bother putting up the same question a million times when ur just gonna spaz out? lol i thought u were cute but what are looks w/o personality. wutta complete turn off”
sweetheart, think what you wanna think. and what if i sound like a sensitive bitch? you dont know...
formspring
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question: wat wud u do if u got pregnant rite now? Wud u get married? answer: i’d freak out, haha. mm, keep the baby. dont think so, im too young!
question: What size do you wear in shirts and pants? answer: M & 5-7
question: How did you learn how to make the bracelet with names on...
CSSD 10th Choreographer's Anniversary Showcase
sucha delight. i had loads of fun. youth showcase today, was a blastttttt. im not over it.
first things were so hectic because we werent finished w/ our set, we never had a full run through w/ costumes, and people we just friggin annoying! but im thankful we pulled through. but during tech there were so much mistakes.. people falling, messing up, not getting clothes on in time! i couldnt get my...
bored as ever!
mm, so im bored at home on a saturday. didn’t do too much today. just went to the navy exchange w/ my dad and my grandpa, bought myself new perfume :) “vera wang’s rock princess” and i got a free makeup bag w/ a small bottle of lotion, and roller perfume of the original vera wang princess. but the rock princess smells delicious! gawr, and im trying to friggin’ watch...
leave us alone..
“i wouldn’t be so confident with Niko. if only you knew :)”
people who leave things like this on my formspring/wufoo make me angry. stop trying to fucking break us up! because im happy w/ him. and i trust him! if you can say this on my formspring, why cant you come face to face and tell me? and i already know all the shit hes done in the past, and im not letting it affect our...
formspring answers.
question: what’s you favorite color? answer: blues/turquoise and purple.
question: i know this might be hard on you but im just curious to know what happened to your mom? answer: she lives in brawley, with her other family.
question: How did you get so thick from your legs? answer: um, eating. working out? dancing?
question: why dont you get on iss anymore? answer: i think i forgot...
that hurts.
“you could do way better than your current boyfriend look wise. and personality wise you guys just seem so far apart.”
someone just wrote this on my formspring, and honestly that hurts.. how can you say that about my boyfriend? you have no idea what goes on in our lives and how we act in our relationship. and who cares if i could do so much better than my boyfriend? im happy with...
Mmm..
question: What is your best motivation saying to people who think they are fat and ugly? :( answer: mm, i’d say. even if you are “fat/ugly” or THINK you are, don’t. it lowers your self-esteem. a good way is to dance, that has made me skinnier and NEVER wear too much makeup to make you look “pretty.” less is key <3 unless you need to for like a...
formspring answers.
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question: How’s Kinections? :) answer: i have no idea, theres been lotsa “drama” between the old members, and idk. stuff like that =/
question:...
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1. your really pretty, where are you from? aw thanks :p San Diego!
2. Would you smoke weed ever? to be honest, i wouldn’t. it’s just not for me.
3. How’d you ever get into sitemodeling? i took pictures and i applied to contest sites, and because i liked photography.
4. Would you drink?! ...
i love to post on hello-kitty
i love posting on hello-kitty’s tumblr. :) i really just put all my collection together.
i wish i still had these items, and didn’t lose them. - my $35 bracelet that matches my necklace. - my $66 gold with jewels mirror (heavy shit!)
<3/3
12121.) I am dating the man of my dreams.
and i love him, even through the bullshit.
(via blogsecret)
my life is a rollercoaster at the moment, fml. i haven’t been in the best mood these past two weeks. im seriously going insane. i can’t deal with the fact that my relationship is starting to fall apart, and i wanna do anything possible to keep niko. i can’t believe that people can actually be able to talk so much shit and be a so called “friend” to that person they...
what's happening..
i feel so crappy nowadays, its just like an endless nightmare. monday i got my first damn referral from ginang, for something so little. i swear she hates me. whatever. people get mad at me just cus i didn’t bring shit or didn’t have something that i “shouldve” had, my fucking bad dude. no one told me to, its not my responsibility just like someone said. so far the only...
Sigh, what's wrong with me?
i’ve never thought it would come to this. ever since you fucked up, we’ve fought so much and it hurts hella. why the fuck would you do this to me?! how can you hurt me so bad? how can you do that, and think it wasn’t a big deal? you honestly don’t know how badly it made me the jealous type; i swear, you are in big trouble mister.
even though it was in the past, WE WERE...
365 Project
ADD MY FLICKR! http://www.flickr.com/photos/rebeljaycakes so my goal for 2010 is to do a 365 project. i’ve come across alot of them on flickr.com and i’ve been dying to try it. so hopefully i can do it :) :)
my goal to add for the project - take self portrait in some way everyday of the year. - take with either my canon rebel xs or my digital camera thats canon. - input creativity. -...
“If there is no struggle, there is no progress.”
– Frederick Douglass
i...
I am 5’4 or shorter. I have many scars. I tan easily. I wish my hair was a different color. I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. I have a tattoo. I am self-conscious about my appearance. I have/I’ve had braces. I wear glasses. I’d get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free. I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger. I have more than 2 piercings. I...
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#16 how did you lose so much weight? i wanna lose weight but i find it VERY hard :( to be honest, it was mostly because of guys. i cried ALOT. and refused to eat. but nowadays, its just because i dont eat as much as i used to. and from all the dance and workouts i do in dance.
#17 why are you so pretty? :p ahh im no where near close to being...
wufoo questions & answers!
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#2. How do you edit your pictures ? i use adobe photoshop cs3 &/or paint :)
#3. Who do you think is the best dancer on your dance team, Kinections? Not necessarily this year, but yeah. mmm, for kinections.. for this year theres honestly not a best dancer. because everyones good. to me i think its some of the newbies, like...
Wufoo.
so everyone has one… so i decided to make one…
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to be honest, im scared to what people will be asking. hahaha. :P
and so far…
question 1: how are you and your boyfriend? my answer: me and my boyfriend are doing good :) thank you for asking!
